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I'm a wind up toy that's been wound too many times by several people at once...I'm running out of steam and I can only go one direction at a time. So please be patient, please don't hate me, please don't put me down and exclude me. I'm trying my hardest to be everyone's friend <3 My head is always full of so many thoughts...."Do they hate me?" "Do they think I look fat?" "Did I do something wrong?" "Do they think I'm a bad artist?" "Have they forgotten me?" People wonder why I'm paranoid...it's only because I care. It's only because I want to be the best friend, family, coworker, student possible. I want to make people happy, enough to give away my happiness in the process. This sadness I've accepted has become too much. I've let things go too far...It's starting to really hurt me. I love you all so much <3